I remembered working with tough team mates. People who were either kanchiong spiders or ultimate slackers who sends in their part mere hours before the project deadline. But my current team mates are just torturing me.

God, I swear I havent got a decent sleep for the past few days just worrying abt it. My first assignment and I feel like it's such a screw up. First, there were just too many ppl who "believes" they wanna take charge. When I say "believes", it's all talk, no action. Like seriously?! And then the differing ideas and points. It's like a fucking sea-saw cos no one wants to give in. So no fucking balance. I could go on but im just so worn out. I just wanna get it done and over with. FAST. Irregardless of the grades, as long as we pass, I'll be thankful. Its just so frustrating to work with such narrow-minded ppl who just cant open their minds to other ppls' ideas. URGH.

OH. LATEST UPDATE. one of my team mates have been editing and editing her part since fucking yesterday. cmon, do u not understand the term "deadlines"?

bottom line - communication is the key. there has to be clear understanding and mutual respect for one another when working in a team. irregardless whether u hate the other party or not. it doesnt matter. put that aside and focus on the task at hand. isn't that more impt? yeah they drive me nuts but at least i try not to let those personal feelings interfere with my work. argh. grow the fuck up people.

FINALLY, AN OUTLET WHERE I CAN EXPRESS MYSELF FREELY. THIS FEELS SO GOOOD. LETS KEEP IT THIS WAY.

Spent the entire day with family AND boyfriend together. (:

Best of both worlds. And a great start to 2012.

It feels good. It feels right. It feels complete. And I like that feeling. I like it alot.

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Happy New Year! <3

I think the next time I'm gonna blog is next year so here's a HAPPY NEW YEAR to ummm.. myself and to this blog and to anyone who still visits this space. Hahaha. I love u and I miss blogging. May I be able to blog on-the-go in the near future. Esp if the Android Market has an Onsugar app! Okay okay, much love to all and to all, goodnite! :D

One of the days when I just felt like making a collage of our old pictures.

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Current feeling: Calm, yet I think I'm falling sick soon.

Current song: Halo, Beyonce

Current tabs open: Facebook, Agoda (I need another weekend vaca!)

Current obsession: Issey Miyake watches (Lovin' VUE by Yves Behar. Ahhh!!)

Current thoughts:

It would pointless to try and sum up all that's running through my mind. There's just too many to mention and some too personal to say and others are just too damn trivial. But truthfully, between you and me, I'm tired. Just so exhausted.

Work has been mighty busy with the extension of my centre plus the transition of the children. Like a double whammy for all of us. We're all just hanging in there, helping each other out. But I have to admit, the children have made the whole situation a whole lot better. Not cos they were well-behaved or suddenly became absolute angels but cos.... I can demand for hugs whenever I get stressed or felt down. Muahaha! I love how I can just open my arms and smile to them and they'll just take off and run towards you. The feeling is just pure, pure bliss. (:

Oh crap. Bedtime for me alr.

Brace myself for another hectic week. *breathes deep* Ok, let's do it.